i don't like my appearance. i don't like the shape of my body. i don't like my voice. i don't like everything i own. but the one thing i like,..is 'you'

why? well it's easy. i just don't like it. i have huge fat ass. fat thigh. fat cheeks. fat everything.
my appearance? my skin's dark! so what? i have scabs all over my body, i don't have perfect and soft skin like all the other girls. my face? don't get me started. i don't like when i'm smiling. i always hated my smile. my eyes? yes, it's huge. my cheek? it's too chubby. ohh, i forgot, my jaws. it's too big. and fck my teeth.
the shape of my body? i've mentioned it.
my voice? it s-u-c-k-s. capital SUCKS. i know how to sing, but my voice aren't suitable. my laugh? yess, i don't like it.
i don't like pretty much everything i own. although, there is some certain things i LOVE in my life, that i own.

what i love about my life?
i've met so many different people in my life. i love those who supports me in any ways they can. i know how to sing using the breath in my belly and not my throat ;D i know how to play the guitar even though i'm still in training. my studies are fine. what i love abt my life? mostly the people who's inside it, those people who supports me always in any ways they could, the guy who would love me even if my appearance, my looks my walk and talk aren't awesome and great enough like all the other girls out there, the guy who would love me just the way i am, that i'm a christian, my family? well some of them x)

P/s: the truth is, i never felt cared, ever, in my entire life, no one had ever say thanks to me after all that i've been thru just to help them. only a few of them had asked me how i feel, how was i, am i okay etc etc. big hugs and thousands kisses for them, may God bless your life.



i don't need people to judge everything i want to do and say. to those who love me and supports me, i love you guys. i love you for not just being there for me, but for everything you'd done just for my sake. hearts all over you guys. i will NEVER forget that.

thank you for your love, thank you for your care.
heyy, want to know who are those people i'm talking abt?
1) Ralph Moses, paling top!
2) Frannyrice Olivia Francis Erau, paling manang!
3) Nurain Rafidah (Ayeen), my darl.
4) Joel Jermyn Omar, cuzzie paling favourite.
5) Hanana Bammadhaj Omar, wife saya.
6) Erwin Edwin Deocampo, husband saya.
7) Aunt Emelda and Lejiah Jiun, my supportive aunts.

once again, THANK YOU! ;3