i am so damn frustrated w my cold damn life.

heyyyyyyyyy! sa sgt sgt heran laa. saya kuat merajuk kaaaa? sa tida sedar pn ohh. mmh, okay. klau mmg dicakap bgtu sda, aight, i understand. i'll try to change. sbb itu laa dia mlas mw layan saya. AIGHT! okay. i will promise myself to change. myself, not him. i think it's abt time for me to not post abt him. since we're over. there's no use if i talk abt him when he's no feeling for me alr. because SAYA MEMBORINGKAN. saya kuat merajuk. saya kuat marah. i'm not blaming him to describe me that way, i'm blaming myself being stupid to act tht way. it is time for me to force myself to forget him. to force myself to move on even if i know i can. just to let you know, erwin, if you're reading ths. no matter what you say, or what they say, you're always on my mind. but i will try to move on even if i can't forget about you :)