heyy :o sorry tersgt sgt yaa bloggey. haha. hmp. lately kan, sa rasa terpinggir ne. tida tw la npa. makin sa diam diam, makin sa rasa terpinggir. tp lau sa bising pn, sma jg. sa tidaa tw la. alang2 bgus saya diam sejaa la. tida jg sa skit hati. hmp. lately kan, erwin jarang2 suda peduli tntg sa. idk laa. but saya ada feeling y dia boring sua sma sa. sa tida puas hati ba dgn layanan y dia bg ma sa. so time cyf, sa text la dia. sa tnya dia knpa dia tida rep texts sa smua, and if i bore him to death kaa. dia ckp dia lngsung teda mood texting, tp mood texting ma tamara ada laa. doi. balik lg gaya dia y dulu. ahh biar laa. mmh, then, y about boredom tu. dia ckp dia boring sua cple cple. so sa bg la dia 2 options.
1) kasi gantung relationship.
2) break sejaa.
so he chose 2. because i said sa tida mw dipermain2kan. and so now, saya SINGLE! idk laaaaaaaaaa. sa tida tw apa mw bt lg kan. so sa trima sejaa jwpn dia. and ths time, no hard feelings. saya akan kasi biar sejaa fikiran sa melayang. let him be happy without me. yesss! lgpn, how would i knw if he's the one for me? if he's right for me? they say, if you love someone or something, let them go. if they come back, the it's yours. betul kaitu? well, i just have to wait for that moment till it comes. ain't i'm right. hee :) just to let you guys know, I AM PERFECTLY FINE. plus, i don't have to get over-reacted. it's okay if ppl don't appreciate me for who i am. as long as i live in God's name, i'll be alright. it's fine. if he was bored of me, it's okay. i understand tht i sometimes bore people. it's a natural thing-the breakups. DON'T PUT YOUR WORRIES ON ME. i'm okayy, aight? :)
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