Saturday, September 3, 2011
wanna know some-some? :)
macam sa suka si Juslee la. hihi :D why? tida tw. dia 1st guy pgl sa beautiful. wooooo~ hahaha. Juss miraa! kalau kw terbaca ne, ba pndai pndai la. diam diam seja. :D
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
haha. na kan. BITCH KEPALUIAN KAMPUNGAN baa.
haha bloggie~ haha. so you wanna knw. mcmna fight kami? woa. panjang cer oh. gilaaaaaa! ba sa kasi tingu kw inbox kami seja la.
P/s: okay. dia y deluan kasi besar2 ne hal. sa cuma cer2 ma joel ba tu. tntg tu dance. and kami cer2 tntg val bukan dia. tp dia y melebi lebi sna mw prasan. dia ckp sa menyalak mcm anjing, behh~ haha. sorry la. ada sa kasi sebar smpai pggl geng, main tag2 smua? ada sa kasi penuh wall sa tntg tu? kw y menyalak mcm anjing tua sna. ahhaa. trip kuat ada geng cina lg sna. behh! please la. i knw a friend who knows 80% of all the chinese pnya geng geng di sabah. kw seja y prasan sna. kw mw buat buat cer y sa pndai windmill 5 round? eh? sorry ah. sa tida pnh ckp gtu. please la. daripada your fuckass boyfriend kesayangan kw tu, dua dua bodoh. bodoh sama bodoh lama lama jodoh. sa bkn showoff mcm dia, mcm kw, mcm adik kw tu. ah mcm family kw la ba. deih. mw trip2 knun mw masuk cmpur, nda jg kw jd kasi panas sa kan. haha. laky apa kw ne. teda yoyok ka? na tu la. kepaluian. ba sa diam. paling last suda ne. kalau kw mw make a fuss lg. ba sa diam2 seja la. nda la sa mw membising lg. so immature. yea, sa mengaku jg, sa pn immature. tp bukan immature mcm kw. y otak taru d lutut. haha. ba okay. bye. diam suda ne. have fun la reading our inbox. hoho ;D
P/s: okay. dia y deluan kasi besar2 ne hal. sa cuma cer2 ma joel ba tu. tntg tu dance. and kami cer2 tntg val bukan dia. tp dia y melebi lebi sna mw prasan. dia ckp sa menyalak mcm anjing, behh~ haha. sorry la. ada sa kasi sebar smpai pggl geng, main tag2 smua? ada sa kasi penuh wall sa tntg tu? kw y menyalak mcm anjing tua sna. ahhaa. trip kuat ada geng cina lg sna. behh! please la. i knw a friend who knows 80% of all the chinese pnya geng geng di sabah. kw seja y prasan sna. kw mw buat buat cer y sa pndai windmill 5 round? eh? sorry ah. sa tida pnh ckp gtu. please la. daripada your fuckass boyfriend kesayangan kw tu, dua dua bodoh. bodoh sama bodoh lama lama jodoh. sa bkn showoff mcm dia, mcm kw, mcm adik kw tu. ah mcm family kw la ba. deih. mw trip2 knun mw masuk cmpur, nda jg kw jd kasi panas sa kan. haha. laky apa kw ne. teda yoyok ka? na tu la. kepaluian. ba sa diam. paling last suda ne. kalau kw mw make a fuss lg. ba sa diam2 seja la. nda la sa mw membising lg. so immature. yea, sa mengaku jg, sa pn immature. tp bukan immature mcm kw. y otak taru d lutut. haha. ba okay. bye. diam suda ne. have fun la reading our inbox. hoho ;D
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- oh okay kw mw tw kn? akay, to be honest. se-honest-honest-nya sda ne. idk like kmu pnya style. bkn la jg sa pro sgt kn. sa mengaku jg. lgpn tda jg ba org y pro d dnia ne. ada y negatif and ada jg y positif tntg tarian kmu. y positif, ah itu sa congrats bcos of ur teamwork, freetime and dpt buat steps. tp y negatif tu. ba, idk like menari y gtu pnya style. y apa tu kmu pgl, shake2 kn? ah itu~ sa tda ska. and y kmu ckp sa menyalak mcm anjing knpa? bkn jg sa melebi2 mw ckp d stats smpi smua org tw. bkn mcm kw. itu bru dnamakn menyalak. kw tingu la ba jg. ada sa kc expose ma SEMUA org d fb tntg dance, vid kmu? teda kn. itu bkn menyalak nama dia, beb. sa tda trus2 p bwa org battle ka, main tag2 post ma geng ka, atau mw suru org sapot. itu pndapat sa y sejujur jujurnya. tda main la gadu2 ne, battle smua. sa bkn mw tnjuk kuat ma kmu smua. sa tw la kmu ne taiko2 dongz. bkn jg sa ckp sa tkut, tp, tda faedah nya mw gadu2 style ne mw trus2 sebar2 ma org d fb. lgpn, sa ne thun pmr kn. neh~ fkr la ba jg. couz kw tu spm. TIADA gunanya. abt windmill 5 round. like duh? hello~ since when sa ckp sa PRO buat smpi lima round? stgh round adalah. tida pnh sa ckp y sa bule smpi 5 round. okay. ba kw sda tw kan. na ini la penjelasan sa y sejujurnya. panjang, jd terpaksa inbox.
- about an hour agoCindy Deocampo
- Ckup La .. one on one la kt kaloe tea moe maen geng . jgn bnyak ckp .
- pst . kaloe koe ckp depan2 sy . sy respct lg . nie mcm babi buat pa ? yg sal sy post2 d wall sy kenapa ? moe cover2 kburukan koe ?
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- na kan. sa sda ckp, sa tia mw gadu. sa tia mw apa apa. bkn nya jg sa ckp sa tkut. tp ba fkir la ba. pmr kan. kw spm. lgpn fkir la ba. sepa y kasi besar2 ne hal. kw jg. sa teda main kasi sebar2 oh. kw y p sebar2 ma org tntg ne smua. sa ckp sma 1 org seja kw pula y melebi lebi sana. dei. mw cover keburukan sa? oh sory la. sa pn tw jg sa ada keburukan. smua org ada ba jg. y kw ckp2 sa menyalak mcm anjing. teda teda sa bising2 tntg ne oh. and yea to be honest bkn sa jg y ckp gne ah. td ada jg org ckp tntg vid kmu. sa baru seja terdengar tu komen.
- about an hour agoCindy Deocampo
- sy pdulii apa ? video sy hal sy . koe suka tea suka .. koe pnya pasal . kaloe tea suka ckp depan2 .. jgn mcm skill anjing .
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- ba mana mana seja la kw sana. ba SAYA TIDAK SUKA VIDEO KAU. ai na. kw bilang sa pnya pasal. ba jd kalau sa ckp blkg, ba, sa pnya pasal la. kw y paranoid sna tiba tiba
- about an hour agoCindy Deocampo
- koe guna otak cikit bole ka ? yg koe ckp tu hal sy ba bodo ~
- SY TEA SUKA KOE . MUKA KOE MCM ANJING D MATA SY . trus trang .. na ..
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- ah kw la ba bodo, bodoh. ba jd kenapa la muka sa mcm anjing. ba sa pn trus trang la. muka kw macam pelacur di depan sa. cigu2, parents sa, family sa and kawan2 sa pn ckp gtu jg sma sa.
- about an hour agoCindy Deocampo
- arh . sy teada guna owg . sy sndri ckp .. koe punya pantat jatu . mcm lober
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- ba pantat sa jatuh jd kenapa la? y penting ori pantat sa. bukan fake. apa sa peduli.
- about an hour agoCindy Deocampo
- ori lober ?
- ngam la
- k chaw .
- bida muka koe
- about an hour agoKimberly Shawttie Nicholle
- haha. oya ba. ori lober ba sa. haha. thanks pelacur kampungan~ ba kw sendiri jg. haha. bida jg muka kw tu. SEJUJURJUJURNYA. hahha.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
this one's for you.
you're the reason why God created the middle finger. so yea, FUCK YOUR WORLD!
gonna work on my SEJARAH.
hehe. kw tw ka? aritu kan, sa buat sejarah. pmr model paper ba. teda gna rujukan kan. then you know? sa score 26/60. AHH! mati oh. kalau betul betul. 45% ja sa dpt. ba ne mlm. study sejarah lg la. and ths time. guna buku rujukan. haha
hot news. babe. HOT NEWS!
hye! ada org kan. haha. teruk la cara dia memanas. dia tuduh sa menyalak mcm anjing. tp sepa jg y menyalak mcm anjing? dia jg. hoho. sa teda oh main tag tag, pgl geng apa smua. sa teda main post d fb oh mw kasi sebar sebar tntg vid dance dia tu. haha. ba kalau kw terbaca ne, sa sda bgtau si val ah. dia mnta explain. sa explain ma dia sbb dia tnya sa bgus2. drpada si org cantik Cindy tu. haha. cantik ba kw. tp tu laa, nda tw guna. and si val okay lg skit dari dia ne. dia nda melebi lebi. haha. val, sa tabik kw. hoho :) ba baca la inbox si val tu cin, kalau kw mw tw. much love. hoho.
Friday, August 19, 2011
hye. saya seorang pendendam.
i forgive. but i may not forget. i hold on to my grudges on people cause they deserve it. BITCHES DITCHES ASSWHORE MOTHERFUCKASS BITCHARDS etc etc. yea. i'm talking about you. you hurt me, loads and loads of time. but you never care. haha! hurt me, i'll forgive. but i ain't forget.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
so, today's my birthday. i'm actually fifteen.
hehe :) so yea. today's my birthday. and just as i predict, it's as boring as ever. only a few remembers. but that's okay. y penting sa masi hidup kan? :) oh i text that dude last night just to wish him happy birthday. tp tida kena layan. HAHA. pa bole buat jg. sa tida penah jadi org important kepada someone kan. birthday wish saya? hoho. itu secret. kalau sa bgtau, mmg badluck tu sa pnya nasib. so ndapya la sa bgtau ah. hanya Tuhan and hati saya y tw. hee :D
oh mh, wanna know what happened today? arait. sure you do, kan bloggie? kw sentiasa mw tw kan. hehe :)
i woke up this morning, i checked my phone. hanya 2 text. hmp. kecewa jg la time tu. tp biarla. nda jg sa mw sedih sedih time born-day sa ne. then sa p ruang tamu. i looked at them 1 by 1. >< you knw ka? teda satu org pn y ingt ne. pnya la. again, kecewa sekali lagi. tp what to do. sa ckp sa mw tggu seja smpai tgh mlm demi wish drg. then i checked la FB d hp, bnyk jg la y post d wall sa. penat mw like. haha. itu lega skit sda sa rasa. tp nda brpa la. sbb sa tingu mcm nda ikhlas seja ba. i want y ikhlas. well, you know why? nanti la sa gtau.
hoho. ahh. part sch. sa dtg seja sch, p baris d phimpunan. first one to wish me. Hafe and the gangsssss. haha. drg y first. nthen, time tu cgu becakap ntah la apa tu. si Abo, pggl2 sa. trus sa tingu kan. dei naaaa~ dia sma Ayub bg sa stu renungan y 'menawan' sekali. mygosh! brabis drg mw siram sa. haha. takutnye i.
-heyy you know. sa kasi habis 6 papers today? sgt la penat otak sa. and i found out my grades are getting worst! mati la sa. ba mcmna jg. pa y sa blajar, len paper pula kena bg. tida dpt trus masuk otak and focus. jd kebanyakannya sa antam seja laaaaa. IDC! nanti ujian percubaan baru sa bt betul2.
akayy, back to birthday thingy, time pulang suda. naa si Ayub tunggu sa d pagar ne. ready suda dia mw siram sa. haha! tp sa duduk di krusi kuning ja. sa takut mw jmpa. hehe :)
si Wan Faiz lg. >< si Cuezhey pgg bottle ba tu, full ngan air lg tu. si Wan nmpk kan, trus dia mw siram sa. ahhh, nasib sa sempat lari. haha. dia y kena basah. KOTOH! sepa suru jahat mw siram org. then dia pggl2 lg sa. dei. takut sa mw dekat. mcm budak2 ne time sa mw dekat ma dia. haha. jln mcm ketam. adeh.
time di pagar, i sat w dorang Tasya. di sebelah tu ada Abo and Jane. naa, si Abo mula suda mencari partner siram menyiram dia tu si Ayub. takut saya ging. bedebar debar my heart. si Ayub sana luar, di pokok ka tu nda silap. then si Ayub masuk. naaa. tp nasib dia nda jg la siram sa. haha. woo woo~ nasib jg before y dia mw siram betul2, mum sa dtg. HAHA. sorry la ek Ayub. nda dpt kw siram sa. lgpun sa takut mum sa mara :D
p/s: you why i'm not satisfied dengan wish org2? because, selama sa birthday ne, kmu nda pnh nmpk kan y sa happy? ada pn tp skejap ja. murung ja. because slama ne sa masi lum dt rasa keikhlasan dari seseorang, biarpun sa nda knl ka, biarpun kawan tida rapat ka. y penting itu keikhlasan. sa langsung nda pnh rasa. so sorry la eh, lau sa rep wish kamu pn y mcm blur blur seja :) reason nya, well itu la. mcm nda ikhlas ba. mw jg sa kasi ingt, baru kmu ingt mw wish kan. lau teda d fb tu, nda la kmu ingt. mcm lebi kurang 10 org ja gtu, maximum. but sokay laa :) i'm thankful enough today because God still gives me the chance to live fifteen years of my life :) arait? ba. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO ME <3
oh mh, wanna know what happened today? arait. sure you do, kan bloggie? kw sentiasa mw tw kan. hehe :)
i woke up this morning, i checked my phone. hanya 2 text. hmp. kecewa jg la time tu. tp biarla. nda jg sa mw sedih sedih time born-day sa ne. then sa p ruang tamu. i looked at them 1 by 1. >< you knw ka? teda satu org pn y ingt ne. pnya la. again, kecewa sekali lagi. tp what to do. sa ckp sa mw tggu seja smpai tgh mlm demi wish drg. then i checked la FB d hp, bnyk jg la y post d wall sa. penat mw like. haha. itu lega skit sda sa rasa. tp nda brpa la. sbb sa tingu mcm nda ikhlas seja ba. i want y ikhlas. well, you know why? nanti la sa gtau.
hoho. ahh. part sch. sa dtg seja sch, p baris d phimpunan. first one to wish me. Hafe and the gangsssss. haha. drg y first. nthen, time tu cgu becakap ntah la apa tu. si Abo, pggl2 sa. trus sa tingu kan. dei naaaa~ dia sma Ayub bg sa stu renungan y 'menawan' sekali. mygosh! brabis drg mw siram sa. haha. takutnye i.
-heyy you know. sa kasi habis 6 papers today? sgt la penat otak sa. and i found out my grades are getting worst! mati la sa. ba mcmna jg. pa y sa blajar, len paper pula kena bg. tida dpt trus masuk otak and focus. jd kebanyakannya sa antam seja laaaaa. IDC! nanti ujian percubaan baru sa bt betul2.
akayy, back to birthday thingy, time pulang suda. naa si Ayub tunggu sa d pagar ne. ready suda dia mw siram sa. haha! tp sa duduk di krusi kuning ja. sa takut mw jmpa. hehe :)
si Wan Faiz lg. >< si Cuezhey pgg bottle ba tu, full ngan air lg tu. si Wan nmpk kan, trus dia mw siram sa. ahhh, nasib sa sempat lari. haha. dia y kena basah. KOTOH! sepa suru jahat mw siram org. then dia pggl2 lg sa. dei. takut sa mw dekat. mcm budak2 ne time sa mw dekat ma dia. haha. jln mcm ketam. adeh.
time di pagar, i sat w dorang Tasya. di sebelah tu ada Abo and Jane. naa, si Abo mula suda mencari partner siram menyiram dia tu si Ayub. takut saya ging. bedebar debar my heart. si Ayub sana luar, di pokok ka tu nda silap. then si Ayub masuk. naaa. tp nasib dia nda jg la siram sa. haha. woo woo~ nasib jg before y dia mw siram betul2, mum sa dtg. HAHA. sorry la ek Ayub. nda dpt kw siram sa. lgpun sa takut mum sa mara :D
p/s: you why i'm not satisfied dengan wish org2? because, selama sa birthday ne, kmu nda pnh nmpk kan y sa happy? ada pn tp skejap ja. murung ja. because slama ne sa masi lum dt rasa keikhlasan dari seseorang, biarpun sa nda knl ka, biarpun kawan tida rapat ka. y penting itu keikhlasan. sa langsung nda pnh rasa. so sorry la eh, lau sa rep wish kamu pn y mcm blur blur seja :) reason nya, well itu la. mcm nda ikhlas ba. mw jg sa kasi ingt, baru kmu ingt mw wish kan. lau teda d fb tu, nda la kmu ingt. mcm lebi kurang 10 org ja gtu, maximum. but sokay laa :) i'm thankful enough today because God still gives me the chance to live fifteen years of my life :) arait? ba. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO ME <3
Monday, August 15, 2011
hye. hye. hye. hye. hye. hye. hye. tmr i'm FIFTEEN!
HYE BLOGGIE! sekian berapa lama suda sa tida b'blogging ne. ahha. sgt la rindu.
heeeee :D kw tw ka? tmr BORN-DAY saya. haha. 16th August 1996. hehe :) happy la ba ne. tp kan ada sedih la jg. skit seja org ingt >< tida best oh lau gtu. oh and my grandad tida dpt smbut. well because he's not here anymore. sgt la sedih eh. susah tul hati sa, kesian moing sa. hmp :/ tp biar. i'll be strong. sa janji dia sa akan do well on my studies. I WILL! :D
oh damn. teringat pla sa. tmr bday ituh kawan kpd bebe sa la juga. - -" ah whateves. HAHA. nda pya dikesah ba juga. haha. kan kan? hidup org ndapya dikesah. seperti ayeen ckp, diam sejaa. hehe :) akan ku diam. kayy? araitt. tida cukup masa T^T kaka sa sial mw jg mara mara suru off. tembirang. haha >< ba araitttttt~ see you again bloggie <3
P/s: hehe. ilikeyou ba Spencer Walsh. diam diam ah :D happy birthday to me.
heeeee :D kw tw ka? tmr BORN-DAY saya. haha. 16th August 1996. hehe :) happy la ba ne. tp kan ada sedih la jg. skit seja org ingt >< tida best oh lau gtu. oh and my grandad tida dpt smbut. well because he's not here anymore. sgt la sedih eh. susah tul hati sa, kesian moing sa. hmp :/ tp biar. i'll be strong. sa janji dia sa akan do well on my studies. I WILL! :D
oh damn. teringat pla sa. tmr bday ituh kawan kpd bebe sa la juga. - -" ah whateves. HAHA. nda pya dikesah ba juga. haha. kan kan? hidup org ndapya dikesah. seperti ayeen ckp, diam sejaa. hehe :) akan ku diam. kayy? araitt. tida cukup masa T^T kaka sa sial mw jg mara mara suru off. tembirang. haha >< ba araitttttt~ see you again bloggie <3
P/s: hehe.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
THIS IS WEIRD AKAYYY! sgt sgt weird. tida tw mcmna saya boleh termimpi.
PANJANG NE DARLING. BERSABAR SEJAA LA AH. MMG GERENTI KW AKAN KETAWA.okayyy. it's a weird weird dream akayy. first first gnii bainee. sa d kmpg sa di tenom. ada ne satu pondok ba sana. drg ckp ada hantu. jd sa beranikan diri sejaa, stay sna slma 3 mlm. lepas tu kan, lepas 3 malam, tiba tiba ada agent dtg sna, drg ckp sa mmg layak jd spy. HAHA. gara gara sa brni stay d pndok tu slma 3 mlm sejaa. pas tu kan, sa di ne satu office ba. sa kena suru bunuh semua org di sana, sa suda kena bg pistol. budu budu ne mimpi sa. dressing sa laa. punya main COOL and AWESOMEEEE! y dressing btul2 mcm spy laa, cool la lau kw tingu. haha. trus sa pkai spek hitam lg mcm terminator nee. trus sa dtg2 seja d office tu kan, smua sa bunuh. trus sa pi ne satu corner laa, ada desk ba sana, ada ne 2 org bertapuk. satu pmpuan jhat. suda sa timbak tp masi hidup. and satu hot guy. sa lum g timbak. haha. then tiba tiba kann, tukar scenery ne. tiba tiba dlm kelas 3a. LOL. sa dduk menyandar pntu ba di blkg tu klas. masi ada tu desk y d office pnya time tu. trus kan, itu hot guy dduk di sblh sa baa. time tu sa pgg jadual kelas tmbahan sa, tnya2 kelas apa kunu lepas tu. then tiba tiba sa tenampak si erwin sma tam dduk di atas meja dkt whiteboard. bepegang tgn lg tu. tp sa diam2 ja time tu, sibuk2 knun becakap ma tu hot guy. pastu kan, tiba tiba tu hot guy buang tu jadual sa p lantai. tida tw npa. then sa diam2 la. marah. trus sa tingu di depan kelas kan, cibuk2 tam dari tu desk, kw tw kaaaaa?! si erwin sma dia becium neeeee! like OMG. tekejut sa ohh. trus sa pusing kepala sa la balik menghadap tu hot guy. then dia senyum2 tba tiba. trus dia tingu sa kan, muka hairan. tiba tiba dia lg cium saya neee. waaa! buli feel oh tu ciuman. ahha. lol. trus tiba tiba lg dtg agent nee. balik lg p scenery office - -" pndai tukar2 ne. sot pnya mimpi. trus kan. tiba tiba ada ne satu chef bg ne kek sma tu agent. then tu agent makan la, "sedapp" dia bilang. trus sa blurr. then tu chef p tmpt sa, dia ckp, "bkn mkanan y dirasa sedap y penting, y pntg dia dtg untuk merasa" dia ckp. ahha! trus ckp ckp ckp kan, tba tba tu agent jd tukang kritik mkanan bingung sa ohh ma mimpi sa nee time tu. haha. trus kann tba tba lg balik p scene di kelas. si erwin sma tam cer2 d dpn tu whiteboard, dduk2 ats meja. then sa tingu tingu sejaa diurang kan, tiba tiba terbangun ne sa dari tidur. - -"
P/s: jika ada org y tertentu terbaca neeeee. saya sangat tersangat SORRY akayy. bkn sa sengaja jg mimpi bgni. jgn kmu salah faham. i'm just telling you abt my dream. jgn terlampau ambl hati. THANK YOU!
P/s: jika ada org y tertentu terbaca neeeee. saya sangat tersangat SORRY akayy. bkn sa sengaja jg mimpi bgni. jgn kmu salah faham. i'm just telling you abt my dream. jgn terlampau ambl hati. THANK YOU!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
SWEET DREAM! 2 nights in a row. pffffttttt!
mmh, aight. selama 2 hari ne saya bermimpi. sgt sgt weird okayy! sgt la sweet tu mimpi. aight aight. sa kasi cer kw.
1st dream.
me and mel jln jln ba pi tmpt dia. dia ada bt ne satu party, so kami p la sna. since the party invitation said, 'sepa sepa pn buli dtg except for wack peoples!'. party dia ne kan, y mcm swimming pnya baa. dia ada ne satu tmpt di hutan, water slide party la boleh dikatakan. suda kami d tmpt sna kan, omg! pnyaa la. kami mw ikut baitu water slide, kami pn mw test test main. tp you knw what?! dia larang saya - -" dia ckp sa tida patut dtg. then sa merajuk laa, sa duduk2 seja tingu diurang have fun. then sa p tapuk2 ikut diurang men tu water slide. gilaaa weii! pnya tinggi. haha! suddenly kan, dia tenampak baa. trus dia mara2 saya. pnya laa. dia mw tumbuk lg tu saya.
erwin: apa kw buat sini?! kan sa ckp jan dtg!
me: ba apa kw mw?! tumbuk la. apa sa mw tkut. tumbuk sejaaa!
dia tahan la fist dia. dia mw suda tu tumbuk sa tp sa teriak ja balik sma dia. trus dia tarik tgn sa. then dia kasi lepas, mcm dia buang ja baa. punya la time tu. panas tul sa. then sa lari laaa. sa lari dari dia, dari tu tmpt untuk cover2 tears sa. jauh suda dia di blkg kan, sa naik la ne satu bukit. gilaa, lw kw nmpk view dia, PUNYAAAAA CANTIK. like ohmygod! cantik laa. scenery dia, y petang2 tu, mw dekat sunset sdaa. then kann, sa dduk la sana. tiingu tingu tu view. sgt sgt la sa emotional sna tu. suda la view dia cntik, ternangis lg sa time tu. then tiba tiba dia dtg dari blkg, dia dduk sblh sa. RAPAT MANNNNN dia dduk. *tht time y kami break sudaa ahh* sudaa la sa menangis time tu plus tu view y cantekk. dia pgg la tgn sa, dia ckp dia sorry knun. dia tia berniat mw marah sa. sa tingu tmpt lain. trus dia pgg pipi sa,
erwin: kimm baa. tingu lu sini. sorry. sa masi marah ba tu. lgpn kenapa jg kw mw marah and nangis? kita kan teda apa apa suda.
me: ya jadi kenapa la?! kw tida faham jg pa sa rasa kan.
erwin: haihh. kimm. ba okay please. sorry! i'm very sorry okay? sorry if i ever hurt you.
me: *silence*
erwin: naa npa kw diam?
me: teda laa.
erwin: ohh wait. sa pnh promise kw ba dulu kan. tp nda smpai smpai nee. kw mc mw kaa?
me: whaaat? promise apa lg ne?
erwin: aiyaa. kw lupa suda kaaa?!
me: promise apa lg ne? bila lg?
erwin: aish. y ini baaa. *lean closer to me and suddenly kann, dia kiss lips saya!*
me: *terkejut and close my eyes untuk menghayati itu moment.*
erwin: naa itu. kw lupa suda?
me: aah? *masi blur*
erwin: aish kw neee. mari kw sini. *peluk sa and kiss sa lg*
lama lg tu kami kiss tu. awwww~ and you knw what? sa boleh rasa ba tu kiss, biarpun mimpi sejaa. tht time, saya sedar sudaa y itu hanya mimpi. oh mann! tp apa blh buat. sa kasi biar seja diri sa menghayati tu mimpi. haha. and i was like, OMG. punyaa la sweet time tu. ohh aftr kami kiss tu kan, eee! kw tw?! sa tebangun neeee! spoil oh! haihh. trus at tht time kan, sa text la si tam trus. sa bgtau diaa.
okayy. then time mlm tu kan. saya tkut mw tidur okay. sa tida mw lg temimpi itu dream. sbb sa tkut sa tia dpt kasi lupa dia baa. sa bgtau la tam y sa tkut mw tdur. then dia ckp, "tidur sejaa, leran to like it".. and guess wht? si erwin p like tu komen - -" eeeeeeeee! and si tam ada mention ba sna abt b'sium2. OMG! sa tkut ba erwin ternampak. haha. malunyee i. then ths morning. sa on9 la, tingu2 dia ada cmment tu stats. aaaaaaaaaahh! mesti dia baca tu smua cmment kami! NOO! nervous suda sa time tu. erkk. ohh y td pg pnya mimpi kann, ee! termimpi lg ne. tp ths time diff.
2nd dream
okayy. this time, turn back time p moment y dia kiss d pipi sa tu.
me: kamu nee kan! apa ba masalah kmu mw bergila2 sma sa ne?
rex, erwin, topo: tedaaaa~ *pi luar*
me: eish, budu pnya uranggg.
ada tu 50 sen coin baa. drg main heads or tails. brabis si rex and topo kasi kena si erwin. then suddenly erwin masuk ba. dia p peluk sa dari blkg, dia kiss la sa d pipi.
me: aii?
erwin: drg cabar baa.
me: ohh ahha.
then rex and topo masuk. time tu erwin p tndas, tukar baju. drg lg kasi kena sa ths time. WTFURK! sa salah pilih ne, sa pilih tails, keluar heads. AAH! rex cabar sa kiss d lips. si topo bilang mana2 sejaa.
time erwin dduk2 sma topo kan, cek2 hp si rex. sa sma rex senyum2 ba. then sa p la blkg si erwin. sa pgg bahu dia and kiss pipi dia. then suddenly dia pusing kepala dia, dia kiss lips sayaaa! *ee npa sa nee, brabis mw dia kiss lips saya?*
rexcy and topo terkejut! tebeliak mata diurang. HAHA. lawak jg ne lau kw tingu. okaay then. suda habis kami b'kiss kan.sa tnya..
me: wuish! kenapa tiba tiba ne? i tot pipi sejaa.
erwin: naa, nothing. sajaa mw kiss kw di lips.
me: ahh...
erwin: napa? *dia tarik tgn saya, bawa p belakang.*
me: npa lg ne? *tersandar di almari*
erwin: sa mw lg ohh. best nee. *taruh tgn dia, kasi sandar d dinding. and pgg pinggang sa.*
me: wuish. jan buat benda haram sni ahh.
then tiba tiba dia kiss saya. OMGGG! punyaa la. this time sa buli rasa jg neee. AAAAAHHHH! suda kami b'kiss tu, rexcy and topo p tmpt kami. HHAA. terbuka luas luas ba mulut drg ne.
them: astga! jealous oh saya!!!
me and erwin ketawa2 ja, then dia bg sa last kiss d pipi. then sa terbangun dari mimpi saya! NO!
p/s: mmh, pnjang sua ne. haha. ee sa btl btl mw dia kiss saya okay! dia la first love saya. menyesal jg sa act mcm budak2 kuat mara sma dia. tinguu, dia kasi lepas sa sda T.Tfor the last time la, i guess. ERWIN EDWIN DEOCAMPO. SA CINTA KAU, SA SAYANG KAU!
1st dream.
me and mel jln jln ba pi tmpt dia. dia ada bt ne satu party, so kami p la sna. since the party invitation said, 'sepa sepa pn buli dtg except for wack peoples!'. party dia ne kan, y mcm swimming pnya baa. dia ada ne satu tmpt di hutan, water slide party la boleh dikatakan. suda kami d tmpt sna kan, omg! pnyaa la. kami mw ikut baitu water slide, kami pn mw test test main. tp you knw what?! dia larang saya - -" dia ckp sa tida patut dtg. then sa merajuk laa, sa duduk2 seja tingu diurang have fun. then sa p tapuk2 ikut diurang men tu water slide. gilaaa weii! pnya tinggi. haha! suddenly kan, dia tenampak baa. trus dia mara2 saya. pnya laa. dia mw tumbuk lg tu saya.
erwin: apa kw buat sini?! kan sa ckp jan dtg!
me: ba apa kw mw?! tumbuk la. apa sa mw tkut. tumbuk sejaaa!
dia tahan la fist dia. dia mw suda tu tumbuk sa tp sa teriak ja balik sma dia. trus dia tarik tgn sa. then dia kasi lepas, mcm dia buang ja baa. punya la time tu. panas tul sa. then sa lari laaa. sa lari dari dia, dari tu tmpt untuk cover2 tears sa. jauh suda dia di blkg kan, sa naik la ne satu bukit. gilaa, lw kw nmpk view dia, PUNYAAAAA CANTIK. like ohmygod! cantik laa. scenery dia, y petang2 tu, mw dekat sunset sdaa. then kann, sa dduk la sana. tiingu tingu tu view. sgt sgt la sa emotional sna tu. suda la view dia cntik, ternangis lg sa time tu. then tiba tiba dia dtg dari blkg, dia dduk sblh sa. RAPAT MANNNNN dia dduk. *tht time y kami break sudaa ahh* sudaa la sa menangis time tu plus tu view y cantekk. dia pgg la tgn sa, dia ckp dia sorry knun. dia tia berniat mw marah sa. sa tingu tmpt lain. trus dia pgg pipi sa,
erwin: kimm baa. tingu lu sini. sorry. sa masi marah ba tu. lgpn kenapa jg kw mw marah and nangis? kita kan teda apa apa suda.
me: ya jadi kenapa la?! kw tida faham jg pa sa rasa kan.
erwin: haihh. kimm. ba okay please. sorry! i'm very sorry okay? sorry if i ever hurt you.
me: *silence*
erwin: naa npa kw diam?
me: teda laa.
erwin: ohh wait. sa pnh promise kw ba dulu kan. tp nda smpai smpai nee. kw mc mw kaa?
me: whaaat? promise apa lg ne?
erwin: aiyaa. kw lupa suda kaaa?!
me: promise apa lg ne? bila lg?
erwin: aish. y ini baaa. *lean closer to me and suddenly kann, dia kiss lips saya!*
me: *terkejut and close my eyes untuk menghayati itu moment.*
erwin: naa itu. kw lupa suda?
me: aah? *masi blur*
erwin: aish kw neee. mari kw sini. *peluk sa and kiss sa lg*
lama lg tu kami kiss tu. awwww~ and you knw what? sa boleh rasa ba tu kiss, biarpun mimpi sejaa. tht time, saya sedar sudaa y itu hanya mimpi. oh mann! tp apa blh buat. sa kasi biar seja diri sa menghayati tu mimpi. haha. and i was like, OMG. punyaa la sweet time tu. ohh aftr kami kiss tu kan, eee! kw tw?! sa tebangun neeee! spoil oh! haihh. trus at tht time kan, sa text la si tam trus. sa bgtau diaa.
okayy. then time mlm tu kan. saya tkut mw tidur okay. sa tida mw lg temimpi itu dream. sbb sa tkut sa tia dpt kasi lupa dia baa. sa bgtau la tam y sa tkut mw tdur. then dia ckp, "tidur sejaa, leran to like it".. and guess wht? si erwin p like tu komen - -" eeeeeeeee! and si tam ada mention ba sna abt b'sium2. OMG! sa tkut ba erwin ternampak. haha. malunyee i. then ths morning. sa on9 la, tingu2 dia ada cmment tu stats. aaaaaaaaaahh! mesti dia baca tu smua cmment kami! NOO! nervous suda sa time tu. erkk. ohh y td pg pnya mimpi kann, ee! termimpi lg ne. tp ths time diff.
2nd dream
okayy. this time, turn back time p moment y dia kiss d pipi sa tu.
me: kamu nee kan! apa ba masalah kmu mw bergila2 sma sa ne?
rex, erwin, topo: tedaaaa~ *pi luar*
me: eish, budu pnya uranggg.
ada tu 50 sen coin baa. drg main heads or tails. brabis si rex and topo kasi kena si erwin. then suddenly erwin masuk ba. dia p peluk sa dari blkg, dia kiss la sa d pipi.
me: aii?
erwin: drg cabar baa.
me: ohh ahha.
then rex and topo masuk. time tu erwin p tndas, tukar baju. drg lg kasi kena sa ths time. WTFURK! sa salah pilih ne, sa pilih tails, keluar heads. AAH! rex cabar sa kiss d lips. si topo bilang mana2 sejaa.
time erwin dduk2 sma topo kan, cek2 hp si rex. sa sma rex senyum2 ba. then sa p la blkg si erwin. sa pgg bahu dia and kiss pipi dia. then suddenly dia pusing kepala dia, dia kiss lips sayaaa! *ee npa sa nee, brabis mw dia kiss lips saya?*
rexcy and topo terkejut! tebeliak mata diurang. HAHA. lawak jg ne lau kw tingu. okaay then. suda habis kami b'kiss kan.sa tnya..
me: wuish! kenapa tiba tiba ne? i tot pipi sejaa.
erwin: naa, nothing. sajaa mw kiss kw di lips.
me: ahh...
erwin: napa? *dia tarik tgn saya, bawa p belakang.*
me: npa lg ne? *tersandar di almari*
erwin: sa mw lg ohh. best nee. *taruh tgn dia, kasi sandar d dinding. and pgg pinggang sa.*
me: wuish. jan buat benda haram sni ahh.
then tiba tiba dia kiss saya. OMGGG! punyaa la. this time sa buli rasa jg neee. AAAAAHHHH! suda kami b'kiss tu, rexcy and topo p tmpt kami. HHAA. terbuka luas luas ba mulut drg ne.
them: astga! jealous oh saya!!!
me and erwin ketawa2 ja, then dia bg sa last kiss d pipi. then sa terbangun dari mimpi saya! NO!
p/s: mmh, pnjang sua ne. haha. ee sa btl btl mw dia kiss saya okay! dia la first love saya. menyesal jg sa act mcm budak2 kuat mara sma dia. tinguu, dia kasi lepas sa sda T.T
Saturday, July 16, 2011
i am so damn frustrated w my cold damn life.
heyyyyyyyyy! sa sgt sgt heran laa. saya kuat merajuk kaaaa? sa tida sedar pn ohh. mmh, okay. klau mmg dicakap bgtu sda, aight, i understand. i'll try to change. sbb itu laa dia mlas mw layan saya. AIGHT! okay. i will promise myself to change. myself, not him. i think it's abt time for me to not post abt him. since we're over. there's no use if i talk abt him when he's no feeling for me alr. because SAYA MEMBORINGKAN. saya kuat merajuk. saya kuat marah. i'm not blaming him to describe me that way, i'm blaming myself being stupid to act tht way. it is time for me to force myself to forget him. to force myself to move on even if i know i can. just to let you know, erwin, if you're reading ths. no matter what you say, or what they say, you're always on my mind. but i will try to move on even if i can't forget about you :)
bila sa dgr ne lagu blog kan stay-miley cyrus, sa mesti teringatkan dia. heran. tp sa mw try move on sudaa.
mmh. saya tida tw laa. tp time sa dgr ne lagu kan, sa teringatkan dia. idk, sbb ne lgu mmg ada meaning ba. i'm confused. tp, apa blh buat. skgg sa mw try move on sudaa, bcos klw sa mc mengharapkan dia, teda guna jg klw dia boring sua. tp sa blum ready la mw cari y baru. by baru i mean, diff guys. HAHA. biar laa. sa ambl cuti dulu laa. biar la, teda jg org mw syaa baa. kannnnn? :)
okayy, kesian ne blog. sa jd dia sebagai luahan perasaan saya. sorry ah blog but teda tmpt lain suda sa mw luahkan ne.
heyy :o sorry tersgt sgt yaa bloggey. haha. hmp. lately kan, sa rasa terpinggir ne. tida tw la npa. makin sa diam diam, makin sa rasa terpinggir. tp lau sa bising pn, sma jg. sa tidaa tw la. alang2 bgus saya diam sejaa la. tida jg sa skit hati. hmp. lately kan, erwin jarang2 suda peduli tntg sa. idk laa. but saya ada feeling y dia boring sua sma sa. sa tida puas hati ba dgn layanan y dia bg ma sa. so time cyf, sa text la dia. sa tnya dia knpa dia tida rep texts sa smua, and if i bore him to death kaa. dia ckp dia lngsung teda mood texting, tp mood texting ma tamara ada laa. doi. balik lg gaya dia y dulu. ahh biar laa. mmh, then, y about boredom tu. dia ckp dia boring sua cple cple. so sa bg la dia 2 options.
1) kasi gantung relationship.
2) break sejaa.
so he chose 2. because i said sa tida mw dipermain2kan. and so now, saya SINGLE! idk laaaaaaaaaa. sa tida tw apa mw bt lg kan. so sa trima sejaa jwpn dia. and ths time, no hard feelings. saya akan kasi biar sejaa fikiran sa melayang. let him be happy without me. yesss! lgpn, how would i knw if he's the one for me? if he's right for me? they say, if you love someone or something, let them go. if they come back, the it's yours. betul kaitu? well, i just have to wait for that moment till it comes. ain't i'm right. hee :) just to let you guys know, I AM PERFECTLY FINE. plus, i don't have to get over-reacted. it's okay if ppl don't appreciate me for who i am. as long as i live in God's name, i'll be alright. it's fine. if he was bored of me, it's okay. i understand tht i sometimes bore people. it's a natural thing-the breakups. DON'T PUT YOUR WORRIES ON ME. i'm okayy, aight? :)
1) kasi gantung relationship.
2) break sejaa.
so he chose 2. because i said sa tida mw dipermain2kan. and so now, saya SINGLE! idk laaaaaaaaaa. sa tida tw apa mw bt lg kan. so sa trima sejaa jwpn dia. and ths time, no hard feelings. saya akan kasi biar sejaa fikiran sa melayang. let him be happy without me. yesss! lgpn, how would i knw if he's the one for me? if he's right for me? they say, if you love someone or something, let them go. if they come back, the it's yours. betul kaitu? well, i just have to wait for that moment till it comes. ain't i'm right. hee :) just to let you guys know, I AM PERFECTLY FINE. plus, i don't have to get over-reacted. it's okay if ppl don't appreciate me for who i am. as long as i live in God's name, i'll be alright. it's fine. if he was bored of me, it's okay. i understand tht i sometimes bore people. it's a natural thing-the breakups. DON'T PUT YOUR WORRIES ON ME. i'm okayy, aight? :)
Friday, July 8, 2011
HAHA. today was so damn funny w Erwin ♥ and Maegan :) bergila kami di facebook.
bloggie :) hey hey! what is up, yo? :D haha.
okay today sgt sgt la lawak. me and Maegan pg scam si Erwin. aha! lol~ bnyk la kami p tag dia d cmment kmi. 'merajuk' ba dia trus *knun* trus dia pg block lg wall post dia spya kami nda dpt post d wall dia. kurang asamm pnya laky ne tw. aiyaa. penakut tul. HAHA.
wiee ;D bloggey, you knw wht, having a conversation w maegan gives me a great idea. MAKE A REUNION for the year 6 2008. waii~ rindu sgt sa mw jmpa ging ging saya y dulu, biarpn almost of them all schl d ttf. HAHA.
okay saya boring. saya tida tw suda apa mw ckp dlm topic ne.
p/s: ILOVEYOU erwin edwin deocampo. haha. keboringan, jd sa ckp seja la <3
okay today sgt sgt la lawak. me and Maegan pg scam si Erwin. aha! lol~ bnyk la kami p tag dia d cmment kmi. 'merajuk' ba dia trus *knun* trus dia pg block lg wall post dia spya kami nda dpt post d wall dia. kurang asamm pnya laky ne tw. aiyaa. penakut tul. HAHA.
wiee ;D bloggey, you knw wht, having a conversation w maegan gives me a great idea. MAKE A REUNION for the year 6 2008. waii~ rindu sgt sa mw jmpa ging ging saya y dulu, biarpn almost of them all schl d ttf. HAHA.
okay saya boring. saya tida tw suda apa mw ckp dlm topic ne.
p/s: ILOVEYOU erwin edwin deocampo. haha. keboringan, jd sa ckp seja la <3
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
i don't know what to say. nana told me to just tell him the truth but i don't know what words should i say.
BLOGGIE! NANA TOLD ME TO JUST TELL HIM THE TRUTH. OMG! I JUST CHECKED THE ALICIA'S PREDICTIONS AND THIS IS WHAT IT SAID:
''Kimberly honey, be daring and honest when your admirer seeks you out for you might be surprised at how life opens up to changes.''
ohh. damn :/ then maybe i should be honest w him. or maybe, i could just tell him everything here. well, i just did. my previous post. gahh! damn, i'm missing him now.
READ THIS ERWIN.
HEY ERWIN, IF WE'RE TOGETHER AGAIN, CAN YOU BE THIS KIND OF GUY? I KNOW YOU'RE SWEET BUT YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO SHOW IT.
you want honesty? real honesty? i'll tell you here.
dear bloggie. okay, HONESTLY, i can't get him out of my mind. help me? ;( i dnt knw what to do. if i tell him, there's no use. cause we're just friends. there's nothing special abt us anymore. gosh! this is hard. what should i do? okaayyy~ i will tell you the truth, i really do, i still love him. it's hard to let him go. i guess, it's because we're just friends but sometimes he treat me like his own girl. i think that's why it's hard to let him go. ;/ this is hard. so hard. can someone, just tell me what to do now?! tell me what's the right thing! i watched transformers last night, i cried. because, well i was jealous of others' relationships are SWEET and ROMANTIC. but if we're together, where did the sweetness go? it's my fault. i can't control my feelings. i get mad too quick. i just can't let him be HIMSELF. i'm such a jerk. i know that. i bet he's moving on. i can't make it better now. i just hope he's happy now. i'll try to move on, even if i couldn't, i'll just give people my fake smiles ;) just to let them know, I still love you, E.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
heyy heyy bloggie! mmh, saya sekarang?well..i'm living a single life now. yess, kami break sudaa. dia y mw bcos dia tida sanggup ada pergaduhan. i mean pergaduhan y everyday mesti ada punyaa. mmh, it's okay baa. i'm fine jg. broken heart tu, mmg sure ada. BUT i'll try to move on and be happy ;D haha. so don't worry ahhh. but i'll still love him when i'm gone. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY.
LOL w my buddies today at schl on thursday. great day! ;D
dearr bloggie! okay sekian berapa lama saya tida hadir p schl (2 hari seja pn) HAHA. kemarin sgt la best! after eng, kami semua turun kelas la dari eng resos. then, tiba tiba cgu nancy pgl sa untuk tlg drg olsen kasi siap itu eng drg kan, tp padahal~ sudah siap ba diurang. sengaja stay stay sana. haha. trus sa and bk ikut ikut la stay ma drg. sejarah ba kami time tu, tapi 1 masa ja. kami escape skejap ne, 20 minit kami escape. haha! bukan cgu marah. LOL~ bnyk la lawak kami time di eng resos tu. dari pagi smpai habis schl ketawa ja sa. teda muram muram ne. haha!
Sunday, June 5, 2011
i don't like my appearance. i don't like the shape of my body. i don't like my voice. i don't like everything i own. but the one thing i like,..is 'you'
why? well it's easy. i just don't like it. i have huge fat ass. fat thigh. fat cheeks. fat everything.
my appearance? my skin's dark! so what? i have scabs all over my body, i don't have perfect and soft skin like all the other girls. my face? don't get me started. i don't like when i'm smiling. i always hated my smile. my eyes? yes, it's huge. my cheek? it's too chubby. ohh, i forgot, my jaws. it's too big. and fck my teeth.
the shape of my body? i've mentioned it.
my voice? it s-u-c-k-s. capital SUCKS. i know how to sing, but my voice aren't suitable. my laugh? yess, i don't like it.
i don't like pretty much everything i own. although, there is some certain things i LOVE in my life, that i own.
what i love about my life?
i've met so many different people in my life. i love those who supports me in any ways they can. i know how to sing using the breath in my belly and not my throat ;D i know how to play the guitar even though i'm still in training. my studies are fine. what i love abt my life? mostly the people who's inside it, those people who supports me always in any ways they could, the guy who would love me even if my appearance, my looks my walk and talk aren't awesome and great enough like all the other girls out there, the guy who would love me just the way i am, that i'm a christian, my family? well some of them x)
P/s: the truth is, i never felt cared, ever, in my entire life, no one had ever say thanks to me after all that i've been thru just to help them. only a few of them had asked me how i feel, how was i, am i okay etc etc. big hugs and thousands kisses for them, may God bless your life.
i don't need people to judge everything i want to do and say. to those who love me and supports me, i love you guys. i love you for not just being there for me, but for everything you'd done just for my sake. hearts all over you guys. i will NEVER forget that.
thank you for your love, thank you for your care.
heyy, want to know who are those people i'm talking abt?
1) Ralph Moses, paling top!
2) Frannyrice Olivia Francis Erau, paling manang!
3) Nurain Rafidah (Ayeen), my darl.
4) Joel Jermyn Omar, cuzzie paling favourite.
5) Hanana Bammadhaj Omar, wife saya.
6) Erwin Edwin Deocampo, husband saya.
7) Aunt Emelda and Lejiah Jiun, my supportive aunts.
once again, THANK YOU! ;3
my appearance? my skin's dark! so what? i have scabs all over my body, i don't have perfect and soft skin like all the other girls. my face? don't get me started. i don't like when i'm smiling. i always hated my smile. my eyes? yes, it's huge. my cheek? it's too chubby. ohh, i forgot, my jaws. it's too big. and fck my teeth.
the shape of my body? i've mentioned it.
my voice? it s-u-c-k-s. capital SUCKS. i know how to sing, but my voice aren't suitable. my laugh? yess, i don't like it.
i don't like pretty much everything i own. although, there is some certain things i LOVE in my life, that i own.
what i love about my life?
i've met so many different people in my life. i love those who supports me in any ways they can. i know how to sing using the breath in my belly and not my throat ;D i know how to play the guitar even though i'm still in training. my studies are fine. what i love abt my life? mostly the people who's inside it, those people who supports me always in any ways they could, the guy who would love me even if my appearance, my looks my walk and talk aren't awesome and great enough like all the other girls out there, the guy who would love me just the way i am, that i'm a christian, my family? well some of them x)
P/s: the truth is, i never felt cared, ever, in my entire life, no one had ever say thanks to me after all that i've been thru just to help them. only a few of them had asked me how i feel, how was i, am i okay etc etc. big hugs and thousands kisses for them, may God bless your life.
i don't need people to judge everything i want to do and say. to those who love me and supports me, i love you guys. i love you for not just being there for me, but for everything you'd done just for my sake. hearts all over you guys. i will NEVER forget that.
thank you for your love, thank you for your care.
heyy, want to know who are those people i'm talking abt?
1) Ralph Moses, paling top!
2) Frannyrice Olivia Francis Erau, paling manang!
3) Nurain Rafidah (Ayeen), my darl.
4) Joel Jermyn Omar, cuzzie paling favourite.
5) Hanana Bammadhaj Omar, wife saya.
6) Erwin Edwin Deocampo, husband saya.
7) Aunt Emelda and Lejiah Jiun, my supportive aunts.
once again, THANK YOU! ;3
Monday, May 30, 2011
what the fuck are they talking abt last night?!
okay okay bloggey, i dnt knw la them, but, ohmgd! mcm gete ni.
Rexcy : cmna mw kasi stim prempuan?
*Erwin pun busybody mw tw*
Tam gtw la cara cara mw kasi stim, but y romantic pnya cara. nt y gete gete.
and time sa dpt tw, i was like, WHAT THE FUCK?! trus lain lain sua sa pikir, bnyk la y terlintas d fkiran sa tu. Erwin otak kuning?!<- my first thought. then si Tam kasi explain ma sa. oooh, now i know, y tntg romantic pnya 'stim' la kunu. - -" but still. ohmyfreakingd! tetiba ba drg p tnya si Tam gtu.
so what?! lepas drg dpt tw cmna mw b'romantic sma premps, drg mw bt gtu la sma girl drg tu? - -" haiyaaa~
Rexcy : cmna mw kasi stim prempuan?
*Erwin pun busybody mw tw*
Tam gtw la cara cara mw kasi stim, but y romantic pnya cara. nt y gete gete.
and time sa dpt tw, i was like, WHAT THE FUCK?! trus lain lain sua sa pikir, bnyk la y terlintas d fkiran sa tu. Erwin otak kuning?!<- my first thought. then si Tam kasi explain ma sa. oooh, now i know, y tntg romantic pnya 'stim' la kunu. - -" but still. ohmyfreakingd! tetiba ba drg p tnya si Tam gtu.
so what?! lepas drg dpt tw cmna mw b'romantic sma premps, drg mw bt gtu la sma girl drg tu? - -" haiyaaa~
aiyoo~ dia marazuk ke itu sma sa? HOPE NOT.
damn it! sa tetidur ba smlam. nda terbalas la text dia. aiyooo~ kurang asemm tul. eish! nahh skrg merajuk la dia tu. smpai 3 ba text dia dtg. adei, nda jg sa sengaja tetidur baitu. harap harap dia nda merajuk ja la. pehh ;/
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
important dates to remember! haha ;P
diam diam sejaa.
13 November 2010. kejadian di CKS, hanya org tertentu y tau.
13 May 2011. our day.
21 May 2011. our unforgettable moment.
13 November 2010. kejadian di CKS, hanya org tertentu y tau.
13 May 2011. our day.
21 May 2011. our unforgettable moment.
Friday, May 20, 2011
palingg sa benci la lau ada ni org di rumah ohh.
know who im talking abt? sa nda mw kasitau. nti 'kwn' dia ternampak ni post, kena report g sma dia. - -" kin pnas ni, dtg dtg ja kan, trus mw suru suru itu ini. pakiuu btul dia ni. mcm ja ketua di rumah. haihhh~
sa ada surprise y sa mw kasi tunjuk sma seseorang.
okayy, my voice sucks mann! mcmna sa mw kasi surprise dia ni nti? planning planning sua ni untk 1 month anni kami. LOL, blum g 1 month sudaa mw planning gtu. haha. nda sure g lau buli smpai. baru 1 mggu suda melebih lebih. haha! suka hati sa laa ba. *lawan diri sendiri*
ugh! kepala sa masi lg stuck! nda dpt cari lyric. tp suda dpt melody guitar. haiyahh! dnt worry, klau ada inspiration tu mmg dpt tu buat lyric. cuma skgg mw cari konsep tu lgu. - -" this is fugging hard mann!
P/S : erwin, kalau kw baca ni, bt nda tau sejaa ahh. ;DD
ugh! kepala sa masi lg stuck! nda dpt cari lyric. tp suda dpt melody guitar. haiyahh! dnt worry, klau ada inspiration tu mmg dpt tu buat lyric. cuma skgg mw cari konsep tu lgu. - -" this is fugging hard mann!
P/S : erwin, kalau kw baca ni, bt nda tau sejaa ahh. ;DD
mw gila sa sturang sni rmh weyyy!
uyyyy naaa! mw gila sa ohh ni bloggie. sturang sa ma Mandy di rmh. sa dgr weird noise lg tu td. ee~ serammnyaa!
LALALALALALALALALALALA! cuhh-raa-zayy! i'm crazy! bored at home. mw mkn tp mls mw check icebox. ruang tamu ja ada lmpu, dapur gelap, takut mw on. - -"
yikess! kakak sa y gemuk mcm gajah tu balik rumah sudaa. dtg dtg ja mara mara sa. doii~ wtfurkk la dia sna tu. ee ee~ BOREDOM SUCKS MAANNNN~ menggila sa sni ni.
P/S : ERWIN I LOVE YOU MY MANN! <3 ;D
LALALALALALALALALALALA! cuhh-raa-zayy! i'm crazy! bored at home. mw mkn tp mls mw check icebox. ruang tamu ja ada lmpu, dapur gelap, takut mw on. - -"
yikess! kakak sa y gemuk mcm gajah tu balik rumah sudaa. dtg dtg ja mara mara sa. doii~ wtfurkk la dia sna tu. ee ee~ BOREDOM SUCKS MAANNNN~ menggila sa sni ni.
P/S : ERWIN I LOVE YOU MY MANN! <3 ;D
i wanna tell you something!
ui ui bloggie thinggy!
mw tw something ka? sa sma si Erwin Edwin Deocampo kahwin sudaa *dalam mimpi* haha ;PP iyaa ba, bloggie my dear (ckp sturang lu ni ma bloggie sa) kami together again. wanna know why? sa nda dpt forget dia. and ada la tu reason.
ooh ooh, i want to tell you one more thing. okayy, tbh, mmg sikit seja org tw this. i never had my first kiss from a guy who i truly like. first hug ja pnh. shhh! sepa sepa y baca ni, diam diam. haha.
mw tw something ka? sa sma si Erwin Edwin Deocampo kahwin sudaa *dalam mimpi* haha ;PP iyaa ba, bloggie my dear (ckp sturang lu ni ma bloggie sa) kami together again. wanna know why? sa nda dpt forget dia. and ada la tu reason.
ooh ooh, i want to tell you one more thing. okayy, tbh, mmg sikit seja org tw this. i never had my first kiss from a guy who i truly like. first hug ja pnh. shhh! sepa sepa y baca ni, diam diam. haha.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
tmr, sat and sun ada battle. tmr schl. sat practice. sun spell it right. so?
tmr? ada schl.
sat? ada practice.
sun? ada Spell It Right.......BUT wht i heard from Hania the other day, the competition's until late noon, so i think i can attend the battle.
okayy so the battle is for AMATEURS only. and and frm wht i knw mesti bnyk tu noobies sna, yg i mean main bshuffle shuffle lg. haha, if they all mw show off shuffle drg ma sa, sa playang windmill sa sma drg *kunun la* haha.
sat? ada practice.
sun? ada Spell It Right.......BUT wht i heard from Hania the other day, the competition's until late noon, so i think i can attend the battle.
okayy so the battle is for AMATEURS only. and and frm wht i knw mesti bnyk tu noobies sna, yg i mean main bshuffle shuffle lg. haha, if they all mw show off shuffle drg ma sa, sa playang windmill sa sma drg *kunun la* haha.
tellme anything now. *memandangkan mood sa baik ni skrg*
since my mood is now BETTER without any reason for today, you can tell me anything you want. but remember this, I WILL BE YOUR LISTENER BUT NOT YOUR ADVISER!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
LAST DAY OF PRACTICE!
dear bloggie,
okay! so, Tuesday is our audition for the MSR. omaigosh! and today is our last practice. so damn NERVOUS. steps ada suda, tp masi nda lengkap. today mw kasi lengkap and mw kasi combine smua steps kami. here's a sneak peak of our dance steps, okay first first mmg audience akan ketawa, then after a while bru la muncul breaking kami. haha. okayy i dnt have enough time. i have to go practice our AWESOME moves. haha. okayy see yahh!
okay! so, Tuesday is our audition for the MSR. omaigosh! and today is our last practice. so damn NERVOUS. steps ada suda, tp masi nda lengkap. today mw kasi lengkap and mw kasi combine smua steps kami. here's a sneak peak of our dance steps, okay first first mmg audience akan ketawa, then after a while bru la muncul breaking kami. haha. okayy i dnt have enough time. i have to go practice our AWESOME moves. haha. okayy see yahh!
Friday, May 6, 2011
got some advice? i need it. really really need it.
to readers, if i have some, leave your advice here on the comments. i really really need it. should i go back to him? or should i not? and i should or shouldn't, whats your reason?
okay. so i found tht he still likes me. do i still like HIM? :/ well do i?
dear bloggie,
to tell you the truth, i really don't know. okay. so it started out like ths. firstly, hanana and ogy told me tht both of us were perfect together. i still don't believe it. then, bk were chatting w erwin jst nw. he told me tht he want the both of us to be together again. i don't know. okayy, he told bk, yg he sometimes like me and sometimes don't. the typical curious me who wants to know why, chat w him. i ask him, why does he still likes me, and for what reason would he do tht, and i gave him time to think. and guess wht, he said he don't knw. maybe he still love me, or maybe tht's just abt it, he likes me. thts all.
bloggey? HELP ME! me myself also don't know wht to do. i think, yes i still like him. i guess. well he is my first hug and all tht. to be honest, he's the sweetest guy i've ever known. he knows hw to use his sweet lines. every time i draw and express my feelings on my book, it was all abt him. him him him! gosh! i can't stop thinking abt him. i dnt knw why. so maybe i am liking him, i still like him. guess so ;/ and and for some reason, i alw blog abt him. no one except me and my friends, but HIM. if he knew ths, i think he will feel weird abt it.
i knw he still likes me, and i guess i'm still liking him. but if i told him tht i like him, there's no guarantee we'll be happy and proud. and there's no guarantee we can keep our 'relationship' as we want. for some reason, i think we are a PERFECT COUPLE after all. our birthdate are the same, our father's name are almost the same. he likes bboy, i like bgirl.
P/S : like i said, i am curious. my feelings towards him? only GOD knows. even me myself don't know.
end of story.
to tell you the truth, i really don't know. okay. so it started out like ths. firstly, hanana and ogy told me tht both of us were perfect together. i still don't believe it. then, bk were chatting w erwin jst nw. he told me tht he want the both of us to be together again. i don't know. okayy, he told bk, yg he sometimes like me and sometimes don't. the typical curious me who wants to know why, chat w him. i ask him, why does he still likes me, and for what reason would he do tht, and i gave him time to think. and guess wht, he said he don't knw. maybe he still love me, or maybe tht's just abt it, he likes me. thts all.
bloggey? HELP ME! me myself also don't know wht to do. i think, yes i still like him. i guess. well he is my first hug and all tht. to be honest, he's the sweetest guy i've ever known. he knows hw to use his sweet lines. every time i draw and express my feelings on my book, it was all abt him. him him him! gosh! i can't stop thinking abt him. i dnt knw why. so maybe i am liking him, i still like him. guess so ;/ and and for some reason, i alw blog abt him. no one except me and my friends, but HIM. if he knew ths, i think he will feel weird abt it.
i knw he still likes me, and i guess i'm still liking him. but if i told him tht i like him, there's no guarantee we'll be happy and proud. and there's no guarantee we can keep our 'relationship' as we want. for some reason, i think we are a PERFECT COUPLE after all. our birthdate are the same, our father's name are almost the same. he likes bboy, i like bgirl.
P/S : like i said, i am curious. my feelings towards him? only GOD knows. even me myself don't know.
end of story.
the new ME. i guess :D
hee! :)) sweteeyy~
you make me go GRR!
P/S : the new ME! don't like it, no one cares.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
BABYFREEZES! the freezass of ME :DD
yawwts! my first babyfreeze! lihatlah perkembangannya!
Monday, May 2, 2011
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